Thursday, February 4, 2010

.craps.

caution : this post is full with vulgar words due to hatred towards someone.sorry.

dear u,yes u, u piece of shhii**,

i dun think u know that u r full of shits.u tell lies.lotsa ‘em.u brag bout something stupid that noone in this entire world wud possibly be proud of.well.maybe there are person just like u. sex-maniacs.eccentrics.locos.u know what i mean?if u do, that wud be fabulous, but i dun think u’ll get it.ur a disgrace to mankind. u r just mr-i-am-god-in-my-own—fcukin’-world-where-i-can-do-and-tell-craps-and-u-all-are-no-good-to-me.u know what.fcuk off.get urself a mirror,will u?.ur nothing but a douchebag.i hate you.dun tell me what to do and dun u ever tell me my wrongs.yea.yea.bla.bla.bla.u think u always right.i dun give shit.u get me?or ur just plain stupid?.ouh.u think people fancy u?think again scumbag.i know my compass is not always pointing to the north.but if i say sumthin’ wrong?something is fcukin’ wrong!!what an idiot.ur whole life is a joke.wake up!what a bitch.and no.im not talking about a slut here. u r worse than that.i cant believe we used to be friends.its not only lies,its the fact u humiliated our religion and women and nation and everything~i really hope u‘ll read this.and yes.my abomination towards u is far beyond hatred.it couples up with disgust and loathsome and all those bad stuffs.no i dont need ur stray guidances.thank you very much.but sorry to say.ur the last person in this whole wide world whom i’ll take advice from,NO, screw that!!i wont ever ever and i mean ever in my whole life taking advice from a bugger like u.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

.live.

can u handle anything?

anything?

everything?

including stress?

how then?

different persons with various ways,aye?

me?dancing of course~im not a pro~but it will do~

well,act, i think through dancing, u can express anything~

hatred, love,sympathy, isolated, revenge~everything!just like the music~cool huh?

who cares if u dance like an eccentric ?yup,NO ONE~but u manage to release ur tension

its a bonus if u can dance like stars~*winks*

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

.untitled.

Time Clicked as I waited
The hour ended before my take
Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escaped

The day grew old as night passed
Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating
Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing

Silence began the day
as morning came without notice
Tears began to fall, slowly

The day moved on without hope
Wishing to be what is not to be

The sun moved to its peak
without a whisper or retreat

Time moved, but still empty
Stomach ached, curled
was Still waiting
until it all cleared
when my heart is no longer for you

Sunday, January 24, 2010

.pitchblackemotion.

For better or worse

it doesnt matter why

'cos i broke my wings before i learned to fly

like a sinner to a flame

i was drawn to you

and it felt like i was running out of time with you

all my life like in slow motion

no need to hide my pitch black emotions

and i dont care

for what you say

'cos the only reply i have is ‘screw you’ anyway

ps : i dun love u no more.got more interesting things to do than loving u

Friday, January 22, 2010

.haih-haih.

im not myself lately
i dun study smart
let alone study hard
i dun do my laundry
i wake up late
i've been wasting my time doing unnecessary things

i wanna be myself again
where are you?
mama papa fam~
am needing you guys here
T_T
someone?

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

.sighing.

been missing you and am still missing you both

kjh

R.I.P michael joseph jackson

1958-2009

R.I.P robert nesta marley or bob marley

1945-1981

Sunday, January 17, 2010

.teeHee.

.woOt².
.new song.

.kalian2 yg ku tidak kenali.
.sila pegi mein jauh² ye.

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